my SweeT DiarY

LIFE IS SUCH A...

2007-01-26T16:51:00.000-08:00

*sigh*

I start thinking to close my 'juz_ita' diary. dont know. I dont have much time again for babbling since I move to my new hometown which is Sidoarjo now. worse. no internet in my division. dunno when the internet will active again. and since I lost someone who has made this lovely diary and taking care of it all thiz time.
sad ? :-)...but I knew, someday he will find the right person for himself who will give full-heart for him. and u deserve for it. "juz trust me...." :-)

Like my title today (and like my Bos alwayz say it lately) Life is such a...Pcocess. Process when u find something / someone new, then u start to learn / feel it, then u feel dislike / like / or even love it, and then finally u have to make a decision to let it go / stay with it, and when u already choose one of it...u will start a Process again to live with that choice. and again...and again...and again...

However, Process alwayz give us new lesson for our life. and that make us more mature to go through thiz life...:-)

Fuh, Oh my God, am I going nuts since I have new hometown at Sidoarjo with all I've say up there??? ^_^;;;;

^_^

2006-10-26T20:03:00.000-07:00

Daku mau mengucapkan :

"MET HARI RAYA IDUL FITRI - 1427 H
MOHON MAAF LAHIR & BATIN"

AT MY NEW HOMETOWN!

2006-09-25T22:51:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiii...

=) Yup. I'm writing from my new hometown & my new office exactly. But I cant type much right now, coz im in the office now and all computer in here are belongs to another staff also. huks. pathetic huh? I dont even have my own computer >_<

Btw hmmmh, komen apa yach sejauh ini yg bisa kuberikan? mungkin yg pasti komen pertama, Sby itu = Panaaaaaaaassssss Bangethhh!!! Ih, amit2 deh panasnya! bikin gosong kulit! jakarta masi kalah jauuh...>_<

Komen lain, kantor-ku bisa dibilang...yaa namanya juga BUMN di cabang kali yach...jadi brg2-nya kebanyakan 'jebot2' gtu. meja kursi in old style, komputer masi pake disket, etc...

I'll give another news soon when I go home (which is thiz weekend). coz I hev to work again now. berhubung komputer ini bkn milik-ku seorang. hiks, sedihnyaaa...=(

(NOT) THE END OF LONG JOURNEY...

2006-08-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

[listening : BOYZ II MEN - 4 Season of Loneliness]
[mood : ...]

Sebelumnya mo ngucapin dulu bwt Jun tercinta :

~ * HAPPY BDAY - JUNJIN!!! * ~
May all ur wishes come true & Much huggies 4 u...

Hehe gak brasa Jun da ulang taun juga. smoga prayaan ultah-nya di konser Shinhwa hari ini meriah & berkesan. Chayo - Chayooooo... v^____^v

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

While, back to my life...

Tepat pada tanggal 11 Agustus 2006-jam 19.00 WIB, setelah melewati 10 hari masa pembekalan & pengarahan di kantor pusat (yg mulur karna harusnya cuman 7 hari) dan setelah melewati 'panas dingin' selama detik2 menegangkan itu, akhirnya SK pun turun juga. and the result is : I'm going to Surabaya...

Yup. gw dapet jatah kerja di Surabaya. sad? =) yes. karna gw akan ninggalin kluarga, sahabat2 gw, dan kuchink tentunya. ya gw tau Surabaya itu gak terlalu jauh & bisa ditempuh dalam sejam dengan pesawat yang per-jamnya juga slalu ada jadwal flight ke jakarta & klo gw mau mungkin sebulan sekali gw masi bisa pulang untuk ngunjungin mereka...but still...*sigh*
Like or dislike, I must take the consequences and have to start my work there. akhirnya terbukti juga feeling-nya. gak tau kenapa atw mungkin juga ini cuma kebetulan gw gak tau, tapi beberapa hari sebelumnya gw lebih sering kepikiran & ngomongin tentang Surabaya terus. juz dont know why...

Btw, selama masa2 pembekalan dikantor pusat, gw kenalan dengan temen-temen baru. dibilang 'genk' gak juga sih sebenernya. cuma yaa bisa dibilang yang seringnya bareng2-lah, itu ada 6 cew. diantara 6 itu yg paling akrab bgt sama gw ada 1 cew, namanya Emi. dia anak Undip. jurusan psikologi. anaknya slalu bisa diajak becanda & suka ketawa. I just like her. selama 10 hari pun akhirnya qta jadi deket & suka curhat. eniwei, dia slalu curhat bahwa dia kepengen banget dapet di Surabaya karna cow-nya ada dsana. dan qta bedua slalu ketawa2 klo dia uda crita tentang cow-nya & keinginannya bwt ditempatin di Surabaya. dia bilang, dia paling gak mau dapet di kantor pusat (alias Jakarta) karna dia lebi suka pulang kampung ke Jawa, terutama Surabaya. sedangkan gw slalu bilang ke dia klo bisa memilih gw maunya dapet di Jakarta karna semua orang2 yang gw sayang ada dsini. jadi ya tentunya gw gak mau dapet di surabaya (kecuali lain critanya klo gw sama dia sama2 dapet di surabaya baru gw mau). tapi, =) ternyata kenyataan berkehendak lain. di SK diputuskan bahwa dia ditempatkan di Jakarta, sedangkan gw di Surabaya. akhirnya, saat itu qta bedua uda gak bisa bilang apa2, cuma bisa saling peluk dan nangis...

*Tarik nafas yg dalem*...sebetulnya jauh2 hari gw uda berusaha menyiapkan mental & terus berdoa bwt apapun yang terjadi. tapi gak tau kenapa, pas malam penyerahan SK itu gw tetep lemes & akhirnya nangis juga.
Gw tau, sekarang gw cuma bisa menjalani takdir. & gw yakin Tuhan pasti punya rencana dibalik semuanya. gw gak tau apa yang bakal menanti gw dsana. semoga apapun yg gw jalani kelak, gw bisa tetep semangat dan bisa bekerja dengan baik. Amiin...

Btw, ternyata ini memang "(Not) The End of Long Journey". justru gw rasa gw baru akan memulai segalanya disana. selama masa-masa pembekalan & pengarahan, qta bener2 dididik layaknya seorang tentara yang akan terjun ke medan perang. peng-evaluasian setiap bulan, di-monitor apakah akan ada progress yang bagus atw tidak, kemungkinan ada rolling lagi ke lain tempat setelah 6 bulan, harus punya performance & kinerja diatas tenaga2 outsourcing, disiplin ketat, pengumpulan TTD dari jajaran GM, Manager hingga para asisten dibawahnya (brasa ospek gak sih?!), hingga diwajibkan untuk membuat makalah tertulis dgn jangka waktu 10 bulan tentang masalah yang terjadi di unit kerja masing2, sampai nanti mem-PRESENTASIKAN-nya didepan para GM, Manager & para asisten dibawahnya! >__<
Gw masi mending deh klo disuru bikin makalahnya aja yang ber-lembar2 sampe mabok daripada harus mem-persentasikan-nya didepan org. Asli paling males, grogi dan takut klo uda disuru presentasi dari sejak terakhir jaman sidang skripsi. hiks. gak mauuuu...>__<

=( Ga tau deh. liat aja ntar. semoga sedikit demi sedikit hari demi hari gw bisa mengumpulkan kekuatan bwt presentasi. fuuuh...
Tapi gimanapun, gw tetep bersyukur karna gw ditempatin di cabang. karna dikantor pusat pengawasan cenderung lebih 'direct' (sebab dsitu kandang-nya Direksi tentunya) dan TTD yang dikumpulin gila musti banyak banget! dari Direksi, Deputi Dir-nya (klo gak salah jumlahnya ada 10), Asisten DD (yang tiap DD punya aisten 3 org, jadi total bisa mencapai 30 org), belum lagi Kepala Biro, Kepala SPI, Pengawas Intern Area, dan lain sebagainya. jumlah itu juga yg nanti menandakan banyaknya jumlah orang yang akan melihat presentasi qta setelah 10 bulan. Ho-My-GOD. it could be more than 50...*gasp*
Untungnya di Surabaya struktur organisasinya gak seribet & sebanyak di kantor pusat. jadi Alhamdulillah klo ternyata ini salah satu kemudahan yg bisa gw dapet...

Tanggal 22 semuanya dsuru ngumpul lagi di kantor pusat. ada cross check plus pembagian uang tiket & uang saku bwt yang dapet di cabang. Tanggal 23 InsyaAllah gw kesana dulu bwt liat kos2-an (tadinya siy pengen ngontrak, but...I dont know). & Tgl 29-nya mungkin baru yang bener2 pindahan. duh, pusing gw klo uda mikirin pindahan. dari kmarin2 sih uda mulai bikin list untuk nyicil beli barang2 yang dibutuhin. fuuuh...

=( Hiks, sediiiiiih. mudah2-an masi bisa bikin farewell sama orang-orang tersayang. wanna meet them first...

(Still) M ~ DAY!

2006-07-31T09:48:00.000-07:00

[ listening : SHINHWA - Your Man ]
[ mood : happy and (still) upset ]

Urrrrgh!! yes, I'm happy but still upset with this damn blogger! I hate it when I was going to celebrate M ~ Bday exactly on July 28-suddenly three dayz ago thiz blogger couldn't published my entry and I dunno why! Urrrrgh!! (I do really hope today I can publish it)

So, again, with a Big-Big-Big-Appologize...(walopun uda telat 2 hari >_<)...I juz wanna say :

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY ~ M !!!!!

At least I'm happy coz finally thiz year I can celebrate M ~ B'day and dedicate this gift only for him. I love u...

Btw...another happy newz is I juz had a wonderful weekend *yay*, as I wished...my weekend was fun. 2 dayz at Tasha's place, spent my time with my best friendz, and also especially my "Cat" one ^_^
Now I juz wished that I won't be breaking down when its time to leave all the happiness...*sigh*

Talking bout tomorrow, tomorrow will be my first day at that BUMN company. boy I'm a little bit nervous. I hope its going to be juz fine and fluent...*pray*

THE END OF LONG JOURNEY

2006-07-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

[ listening : SHINHWA - Once in a Lifetime]

Happy-Happy! There are 2 gud newz on this fourth week. first newz :

AQ LULUUUUUUUUUSSSSSS!!! I MADE IT - I MADE IT!!! \(^O^)/
Finally, its over! That BUMN company finally gives the announcement from the web. and yes, my long road...from one test to another test, from 6 hour interview (!!!), my six month journey...All-Worth-It! WORTH-IT!!!
(Alhamdulillaaaah...)

I haven't knows what exactly my job description or when I'm gonna start working or where they gonna put me in (since this BUMN company has 13 branch on east side - Indonesia). They juz say on the web that we hev to come to the head office from 1 - 9 August for "Pembekalan & Pengarahan" (what in English?) yah gitu-lah pokoknya. kayaknya siy sama penempatan-nya juga.
Well, at least I'm no longer "unemployment-girl", dan akhirnyaa bisa ngerasain lagi yang namanya gajian ^_~
Karena doa-nya buat diterima disana udah terkabul skarang berdoa-nya smoga ajaaa nanti bisa ditempatin di kantor pusat. Amiiiiiin! I still dont know what am I going to do if I will be so far away from all my fam, my best friends here and especially...kuchink makes me sad whenever I think about it. and if I really hev to go leaving Jakarta, Ju...I dont know if Im gonna stay with the plan to Singapore watch SHINHWA - Concert with u this september...
Since I decided to take this opportunity I already know and understand bout the consequence. but...*sigh*...I dont know. life is full with sacrifice-yes I know.but I do really-really hope that I will be put at the head office, but if not...I juz hope that I'm gonna be strong for this. I have to. *say Chayo to my self*

second newz :

This afternoon all the "Treasures" from Juju has arriived!!!
15 Cd Shinhwa Files (including SHINHWA 8TH ALB " STATE OF THE ART" ^o^) + The M - 2ND WINDS!!! *gasp* how could I thank-u for all that u've done for me-Ju???
ARIGATOOOO~~~GAMSAHAMNIDAAAA~~~THANK U SOOOO MUCH~~~ * *
Sow this what I hev missed for one year-Ju? 15 Files? boy I'm gonna explode eat thiz yummy "foods"! *LOL*

Btw, cant wait for the next 3 dayz. I'm going to spent this weekend at Tasha's place (yes, again) and celebrate M~B'DAY on my blog!!! *yayyy*
Humh, since I missed his b'day last year (>_<) I think I have to make sumthing for him this year. well, we'll see ...

2006-07-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

Waw, its already third week. Hello Third-Mondaay...^_^

Well, at least my weekend was pretty good than the last. Saturday I spent my time with my family went Shoping. yea okey-dont need to describe my feelings but I think we're all agree how gurls loves shopping. *LOL*
And my Sunday-juz...^_^...happy. kuchink (finally) came to my houz yesterday for the first time! (dengan judul "5 Setengah Jam-PP" semoga aja gak kapok yach )
However we had a great time yesterday. unfortunately time flew so fast when we had fun *sigh*. but-thats okay, hope we meet again on the next ten dayz. cant wait...^_^

Btw one of my friend said, Another Monday-Another Battlefield (artinya apa tu Mash?...*LOL*)
Well anyway juz wanna say : selamat bekerja kembali ya-guuyz...^_~

2006-07-12T02:31:00.000-07:00

{ listening : CRAIG DAVID - All The Way }

Its one month already since I hev thiz (new) blog (eh gak ding. lebi sehari dikiit *lol*). so today I juz wanna celebrate it with new layout! *big smile*
Ju, I'm so in Love with this pic. so cuuuute and become one of my favourite now. I put u in my credish girl. Thank Yoooouu...

Ou, and I juz got back from Amber's forum. and look what I found :

1ST LIVE CONCERT DVD OF ~M~
WILL RELEASE-2006.07.14!

and that means 2 dayz left! must have! must order! *jumps*

Haahh...*control my breath*

Anyway, back to my life. talking about it, today-juz another unproductive day. could somebody give me a job-pleease? *sigh*
I'm still waiting for the announcement from that BUMN company. it almost one month! but until this day, until this minute and until this second *sigh*...still have no news...
*sabaaar-sabaaaarr*

Anyway juz hoping it would end with a good news. Amiiiiiin...

2006-07-10T09:09:00.000-07:00

{ listening : THE CARDIGANS - Lovefool }

Happy Monday (agaaaiin)...
Hows ur weekend-gurls? was it fun?
Mine?... not too good. kinna boring actually...-__-
My weekend was "full booked" with my family. Hari Sabtu, gw (yg tentunya dengan melewati sebuah proses pemaksaan >_<) dan keluarga gw diundang gtu-lah ke acara sunatan anak-keponakannya-kakaknya-nenek gw (geez, what a long) di daerah Cibubur. tapi acaranya sih buat gw nge-bosenin. selain bukan kluarga deket, terlalu banyak basa-basi & senyam-senyum yang gak penting aja dsana. bukan berpikiran buruk atw iri atw apa, yaa emang sih keponakannya nenek gw itu kebetulan "orang berada", tapi acaranya itu di-bikin megah bak layaknya lamaran anak presiden. helloow---itu cuma sunatan gtu loh! duh pokoknya boring-lah. intinya-pun dateng kesana juga cuma ngehormatin nenek gw doank. selebihnya...-__-

Didn't expect too much on Sunday. kluarga-keponakannya-bokap gw (pendekan dikit dari yg diatas) rencananya mau Umroh gtu-lah minggu2 ini. and my dad wanted to "Silaturahmi" (what called in English?) before they go. yaa sebenernya gak terlalu buruk juga siiy. cuman kebetulan mood-nya juga lagi gak bagus aja kmarin. dunno why...-__-

And yesterday was more complete coz me and kuchink had a little fight >_< but thank God it didn't take too long. we solved it right away yesterday. dont wanna hev any fight again...*tired*
Argghh, I juz miss my last weekend! yea I know, there's alwayz a balance. today we get fun, maybe tomorrow we'll get no fun at all. juz have to face it-right? =)

Ou, Jujuuuuu-thanks (again) for the M-2nd Winds!. yay, so happy! u know, u made a big-smile on my face that saturday. u did cheered me up-gurl. juz cant wait for it ...btw, I already sent the blank cd's this morning. I hope tomorrow the cd's arrive to ur office ^_~

Okay, let's see what will come this week. and let's juz hope it would be a good week...*prays*

SUCH A SAD, HAPPY, AND TIRED WEEKEND

2006-07-04T08:56:00.000-07:00

{ mood : relax }

Actually I was going to blog yesterday, but yesterday...fiuh...not feeling well-at all. I had 4-Times "pupz", my right arm felt like had a hit by a big stone, my legs and my body juz so painfully tired. kayanya karna pemforsiran wiken kemaren. 2 hari yg jalan-jalan tiada henti! >_< I still got this painfully on my stomach, but its better today. so...thats okay =)

Start from last Friday, akhirnya gw memang jadi nginep di rumah Tasha. Jumat sore karna pengen pulang bareng Kuchink akhirnya gw memutuskan menunggunya di Starbucks-Setiabudi (kebetulan juga itu tempat nongkrong terdekat dari kantornya). Karna hari itu Tasha juga lagi jalan-2, so we decided to met there too. she also said wanna meet her friend who also works as barista there. so singkat kata akhirnya gw, Tasha, and Tyo (Tasha's BF) nongkrong deh dsana ngopi-ngopi. (btw daku gak suka rin that Caramel Machiato-nya! tasteless! apa karna gw minumnya barengan ngemil chocolate cookies kali yak?! >_<;;)
Kurang lebih sejam akhirnya Kuchink dateng. YAY, senangnya bertemu dirimu lagiiiii...
Gak lama 15 menit kemudian qta memutuskan untuk pulang. me with Kuchink and Tasha of corz with Tyo. but we promised to meet again at "kolam renang" (tempat dmana dsana banyak jualan kaki lima gtu deh yg ada deket rumah Tasha) and having dinner together there. after dinner Kuchink companied me home. btw happy coz finally I met u again-my "naughty anggora"...

Saturday, maybe could be rename with All day with-Kuchink ^_^ yes, I was full day with him. begin with met at Pasaraya, then we took busway to Gajahmada to picked-up my new flip-cell phone. Aduh, kayanya klo gw crita perjuangan untuk ngedapetin hp cdma Sanyo SCP-580 yg skarang uda ditangan gw ini bisa spaning lagi nih gw. Sungguh itu yg namanya toko hp Fit-Sell Really-Not-Recommended-Cellphone-Shop!!! *@#$%&#$%?#$%?@*
Pokoknya crita yg cukup singkatnya, bgitu gw sama Kuchink ksana (yang sebelumnya di-pingpong dulu sama tu toko hp yang janjinya hp ada hari senen hingga ditlp-in sampe jumat hp baru ada *elus-elus dada* ) ternyata bgitu sabtu qta kesana (dengan pake acara hampir nyasar karna alamat tokonya yg bener2 di pinggiran deket Gajahmada tapi masih antah berantah >_<)...tiba2 pas uda nyampe sana pihak toko hp itu dengan gampangnya bilang "Wah, hp uda abis kejual tu mbak! Baru aja kemaren ada yg borong 20 hp pake DP!" *brusaha tenang* Okay, jadi dengan tiba2 ada seseorg yg uda DP hp yang anggaplah cuman selang sehari doank sementara qta be2 yang uda telfon everyday bahkan uda sms-an sama si empunya toko buat jagain 1 hp doank untuk diambil di hari sabtu-mereka bener2 ga bisa gtu??? walopun hanya utk 1 handphone???

Entah gimana, setelah (ada kali menimang2 sejam) akhirnya mas-nya kaya kasian gtu ngeliat gw yg (tentunya) uda bermuka bt. tiba-tiba aja dia ngeluarin hp Sanyo SCP-580 yg diambilnya dari dalem toko trus di-sodorin gtu ke gw. dia siy bilangnya sebetulnya tu hp uda ada yg DP, tapi klo gw suka bole gw ambil. isn't that weird? brati mereka juga gak ngehargain pelanggan yg uda DP donk? atw qta-nya emang dimainin dulu?...duh ga tau deh, aneh. ga jelas pokoknya.
Setelah diliat2 hp-nya, tampilan dalemnya oke. warna gak nge-blur. masalahnya cuman di casing...klo ade gw bilang kaya hp yg abis dari perang dunia. *lol* yah gtulah, baret sana-baret sini. namanya juga hp second. dapet casing baru siy emang-gratis. tapi katanya klo ganti casing bisa sampe 10 jam (karna flip). duh2, ntar dulu deh klo mau ganti. yg penting itu RUIM & kondisinya 'inner-nya' dulu. & ternyata 'inner-nya' memang masi baik.
Akhirnya...sepakat sama kuchink-we bought that cellphone. and we decided to take all risk. at least gw gak pulang dengan tangan kosong. yah lumayan-lah. akhirnya bisa punya hp flip juga. anyway makasiy ya Kuchink-kuuu ^_^

After leaving the shop, then we both dropped by at Gajahmada Plaza. mampir nge-mil sebentar di Dunkin dan daku juga inspeksi mendadak ke My Idol. hue3. walopun uda hampir setaun umur M-2nd Winds >_< usaha bwt order tetep masi boleh kaan??? ^^;;;

Abis dari sana qta be2 melanjutkan perjalanan dengan busway lagi ke Plaza Semanggi. Lunch at Pizza Hut, walked around to Centro, and then watched Superman Returns. u know, eventho I'm not a heroik film-fan, I hev to admit that the movie is deserve for two-thumbs-up! very entertaining! yaa emang siy Superman pasti critanya gak jauh2 dari penyelamatan seperti yg qta suka tonton dari film serinya dulu. tapii ga tau deh gw suka aja film layar lebarnya yang skarang. hehe bisa jadi recommended-laah! pokoknya hidup-Superman! ...*lol*

Selesai nonton qta muter2 di lantai tempat handphone. found good and cheap perdana-Esia number for my new cellphone *yay*, then I also bought 15 blank cd for my next "treasures" (Ju, akhirnya kebeli juga. ntar klo uda ku-send padamu pasti dikabarin ^_~)
Fiuuh, Tired. we finally went home at around 8. of corz Kuchink companied me to Tasha's houz first then he went home. eventho we had a fun time that saturday but still I'm sad coz we're not gonna meet again until next week (or maybe until next month ) but I really thanks to u for all. especially for all that u've done for me. ur my best "cat"!

Sunday. Its gath-day with my C&R genk! unfortunately Tiwi and Ifni could not join with us that day. akhirnya gath-nya cuman ber3 deh. sama Tasha dan Ika doank. Tasha wanted to go to Plaza Semanggi (yes, again >_<;;) so we finally met Ika there. Karna dia ultah tgl 2 Juni lalu yg belum sempet dimintain traktirannya akhirnya qta makan2 & ngegosip2 (like we alwayz do when we met *lol*) di Fiesta-food court. hue3 Tenkyu ya Ate'ku cayaaaank...^_^
Bis kuenyang muter2 deh di Centro cari kado bwt Ika (yes, Centro again >_<;;). abis makan2 gantian diporotin gtu. dasar kau...
Ga nemu yg dia cari di Centro akhirnya pindah nyarinya di Distro lantai bawah. untung dsitu akhirnya nemu. ilang deh udah bawelnya minta kado. hue3...*peace*

Tyo suddenly came up there. nyusul Tasha siy sebenernya. jadi yo wis, gabung deh ma qta jadi ber-4.
Karna uda bosen muterin Plangi, akhirnya tempat jalan2 pindah ke Senayan City. ternyata dsana masi sepi ya. blum banyak toko yg buka. btw Debenhams (klo ada yg blum pernah kesana yaa itu Dept. store-nya sanalah pokoknya) harganya gila, mahal-2 beneeer >_<, akhirnya dsana qta cuma mengunjungi Starbucks-nya yang itupun karna dsana Tasha ktemu sama temennya yg lain yg sesama barista juga. well qta dapet minuman gratish. hehe lumayan. tapi ternyata Raspberry Mango Citrus itu cukup acem yak?! heran deh rin lo ampe suka >_<;;
Bis dari sana gak lama qta menyebrang ke Plaza Senayan. mampir makan di Wendy's dulu baru abis itu ke Metro. Fiuh, cheaper than that Debenhams store. lagi sale pula. after walking around for about an hour finally I found a nice white shirt for Kuchink. emang gak niat banget beli siy sebenernya, cuma karna skalian nemu & mumpung ada kesempatan beli jadi ya udah...terbelilah kemeja putih dengan sedikit garis vertikal coklat itu. hope u like it...^_^

Ika akhirnya pisah sama gw en Tasha+Tyo di PS. nice meeting u-Ateeee. jangan lupa klo ada gosip cek n ricek yak?! ^_~
Me-Tasha and Tyo finally back to PlaNgi again coz his motorcycle were parking there. Tyo went home with his motorcycle while me and Tasha went home by cab. setelah nyampe drumah Tasha, gak lama sejam kemudian daku dijemput deh untuk pulang ke rumah. dan sampe dirumah the result is = Tired---Tired---Tired. Tepar bangeeeeeeeetttth. makanya uda kebayang kan skarang penyebabnya daku tepar knapa. poor my legs...*sigh*
Anyway it was still a great weekend. hope there will be another great weekend next =)

Hueheheh gak terasa ternyata sharing-nya uda sepanjang ini. prasaan baru satu paragraf *lol*...yo wis deh, cuma mau ngucapin have a great week ahead ya-Friends! and thanks for reading...

2006-06-27T02:53:00.000-07:00

Seems I dont hev any story or interesting news thiz couple dayz, today I juz wanna put thiz M-cellphone that I found in Amber's forum...

(credit : xminwoo)

Okey, eventho I think the casing kinna weird coz its TOO-M...but still I like it coz its a-Flip! how I want a Flip-cellphone! *sigh*

Btw, YAY cant wait for 3 dayz left. Gonna spend thiz weekend on Tasha's place (ada yg masi inget dia-kah? ^^) and hev little C&R-genk gathering. ou and also the most important thing I'm going to meet my "kuchink"...

2006-06-20T23:25:00.000-07:00

{listening : Shinhwa - Missin' u}

Uurgh, I hate being sick like thiz! I'm having this "sakit bulanan" right now. it is very usual problem for ladies-I know. but I will alwayz hate thiz stomach-ache! >__< *suffering*

Btw, I juz fed my fishes (hehe gak penting banget sih britanya? ^^;;)...actually new fishes. since my dad made such a pond on the front yard and bought some "mas koki" couple hourz ago, now I have a job to feed them. well, its fun tho. anyway they're cute too. orange-community. hehe kinna reminds me with Shinhwa-fanz national costume. okay, I think start from today feed my fishes could be one of my to-do list! *LOL*

nb : btw, kangen sama "kuchink"-kuuuu...

2006-06-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

Berhubung ada "seseorang" yg rikues menyuruh daku utk updet crita wiken kmarin, yo wis dey daku kabul-kaan...=)

Ga ada yg special siy sebenernya. hari minggu kmarin gw ke Cianjur. sekeluarga. ortu-gw punya semacam bisnis kecil'lah. bisnis keluarga lebih tepatnya...
Singkat crita, 1 stengah bulanan yg lalu ortu gw membeli sebuah GOR. GOR ini ya semacam gedung serbaguna-lah. bisa untuk jasa penyewaan main bulutangkis, jasa tempat pernikahan, etc. tapi, penjual GOR ini menjual GOR-nya dengan kondisi bangunan yg masih 70%. so, skarang setelah dibeli oleh ortu gw jadi melanjutkan sisa pengerjaan 30%-nya itu. kmarin ngunjungin kesana buat liat uda seberapa jauh pengerjaannya. setelah diliat2..yaaa...tinggal 10%-nya lah. lumayan. kayanya selesai skitar 2 minggu lagi. kira-kira klo uda jadi ada yg mau menyewa GOR-nya kah? ada yg dalam waktu dekat ini mau menikah mungkin? masi awal-awal dapet diskon lho! (koq jadi public relation-nya gini ya gw? *toeeeeeng* )

Setelah slesai ngunjungin GOR qta mampir sbentar ke Bandung buat makan siang. tau nih nyokap, punya rumah makan favorit gtu-lah dibandung. namanya rumah makan Manjabal (ada yg pernah kesana?)...tapi emang enak sih masakannya. apalagi klo uda nyobain menu yg namanya (klo gak salah) "Gurame Bakar Bumbu Pecel". hummmh...enyak-enyak-enyak! manteb abizz! gak ada duanya deh pokoknya! recommended!!! (btw ini sebenernya yg ngefanz nyokap apa gw yaa? *toeng-lagi*)

Abis makan-perut kenyang, trus (masi di bandung area) mampir dulu ke rumah om buat sholat. abis itu, uuda deh. pulang. hehe gak bgitu penting kan story-nya? yah tapi tak apalah, sekedar updet ajaa...^^

English mode :

Chibiiiii...I'm borrreeed. really wait for that "treasures". huks ...anyway its okey. I'll wait it. but pliz sms me or tag me a-s-a-p if the "treasures" done, okey?

"WHAT A STRESS, WEIRD & EXHAUSTED INTERVIEW!!!"

2006-06-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

Sebenernya gw uda pengen curhat ini dr semalem. cuman berhubung semalem keadaan-nya uda yg asli capek & tepar ya akhirnya tertundalah sampe akhirnya gw baru bisa crita sore ini. its gonna be looooooooong story...

Begin with : Kemaren...gw menjalani sebuah interview di sebuah perusahaan BUMN yg ber-kantor pusat di daerah Jakarta pusat. Interview ini emang jadi tahap terakhir dimana beberapa bulan sebelumnya Alhamdulillah gw telah lolos menjalani 2x Psikotest-nya, medical check-up'nya, dan pemeriksaan fisik disana yang juga cukup ribet & melelahkan. Tapi...tahap terakhir ini...gila, ternyata ada juga yah...Interview yang sangat bikin capek, aneh, ribet, bingung, menguras segala ketenangan hingga brubah menjadi bentuk ketegangan, stress & sangat menguji mentalitas!! seumur-umur sepanjang gw interview blom pernah gw mengalami keadaan yg seperti ini!!
bener-bener deh..!

Melalui website & surat yg mereka kirim beberapa hari sebelumnya, dsitu tertera bahwa gw dapet jadwal interview tgl 14 Juni jam 15.00 di sebuah ruang rapat lt. 6. so, kmarin gw brangkatlah dr rumah skitar jam stengah-1 lewat. sampe disana skitar jam stengah-2an. karna gw bingung harus kemana dulu so akhirnya gw nanyalah sama mbak2 kaya resepsionis gtu di lobby depan. dengan senyum yg menurut gw sangat sedikit itu dia bilang gw dsuru tunggu di ruangan sebelah deket Bank (ga jauhlah siy emang dr situ) & katanya klo uda deket waktunya baru gw boleh naik utk interview. ya sutralah gw langsung aja ke ruangan sebelah yg ditunjuk dan duduk menunggu sampe skitar jam 2.

Sembari nunggu, dsana memang ada beberapa cew yang kayanya mau interview juga. bgitu gw tanya2 mereka, mereka bilang jadwal interview diundur! wah, mulai agak bingung gw. trus setelah nanya2 ternyata mereka anak D3, oo ya sutralah gw pikir karna beda mungkin S1 ga diundur kali. tapi setelah mikir2 slama 5 menit, ternyata yg ada mala bingung-nya ga ilang2 karna gw penasaran dengan jadwal anak S1. Alhamdulillah, pada saat itu ada salah 1 staf kantor dsana yg gw kenal yg dulu pernah jadi staf bkp waktu blom pensiun. guess what, bgitu gw tanya2-he said : "ooh, yg wawancara-nya dipindah mbak ke lt. 2! emang gak dikasi tau ya mbak?" what?! tiba2 dipindah & ga ada pembritahuan apapun baik di surat maupun website maupun mbak2 resepsionis dengan senyum yg sangat sedikit itu?!!! >_< dsini nih, kesabaran kayanya mulai di-uji...

Staf kantor itu akhirnya dengan senang hati mengantarkan gw ke lt. 2 tempat interview. namanya ruang rapat Juanda. Jam saat itu menunjukkan kurang lebih jam 2.15. sembari nunggu (kembali) gw ngobrol2-lah sama yg pada nunggu giliran interview juga dsitu. oia mereka semua dsitu anak S1. bgitu ngobrol, salah 1 dr mereka ada yg nyeletuk : mbak, uda daftar di bawah? (o-ow daftar apalagi nih pikiran gw?!) iya, daftar dulu dibawah di lt.1 biar berkas data-nya naik kesini baru dipanggil ke-dlm (hiks, again?!) tempat daftar-nya ada di lt. 1 deket koperasi mbak...dengan keadaan yg mulai pusing akhirnya gw turun kembali ke bawah. kesabaran utk yg ke-2 kalinya di-uji...

Entah gimana, ada staf kantor lain lagi yg juga dulu menjadi kenalan bkp tiba2 papasan dibwh. singkat kata dia ngebantuin gw utk muter2 lt. 1 & akhirnya menemukan tempat pendaftaran itu. OMG, guess what..itu antrian yg duduk nunggu dpanggil naik panjaaaaaaaang bgt! karna jam uda menunjukkan jam stengah 3 gw uda gak mikir lagi deh dapet interview jam brp nantinya, yg penting daftar dulu.
Setelah daftar, karna hrs nunggu dsitu biar kedengeran klo namanya dipanggil akhirnya gw ga kmn2. & karna ga dpt tempat duduk, hiks-gw berdiri!! selama hampir 1 jam!! kesabaran utk yg ke-3 kalinya di-uji eniwei trima kasi buat temen2 tercinta-ku yg walopun lagi sibuk kerja uda mau digangguin by phone and sms karna gw ga tau lagi musti ngapain dlm keadaan berdiri...

Tepat jam 4, akhirnya en finally berkas gw naik. ada 5 file waktu itu yg naik. gw urutan ke5. ya sutralah gpp yg penting dipanggil naik dulu...

Di depan ruang rapat Juanda, bersama "korban2" lainnya yg menunggu utk di-"eksekusi" akhirnya gw ngobrol2 aja sama mereka. dalam keadaan tegang adaa aja yg masi becanda2 (walopun dlm hati gw tau kynya dia ngajak becanda karna dia sendiri tegang juga). suasana asli uda brasa kaya waktu ulangan skolah dulu dicampur sidang skripsi!! kaya ulangan skolah karna bgitu ada yg kluar slesai interview--dirubuuuung sama smuanya. uda ky lalet ngerubungin makanan dan pd nanya2 td apa aja yg ditanyain. hee kocak juga klo skarang inget2 lagi yg kemaren. ada juga anak yg bawa buku Manajemen Pemasaran & buka2 per halaman-nya sambil bengong ga tau itu baca apaan. LOL!
Suasana juga mirip abis sama sidang skripsi! tegang, kringet dingin, deg2-an, sakit perut smuanya nyampur jd 1 (termsk gw. hiks). gila, asli blom pernah gw sebelum interview prasaannya seberat ini! & ternyata gak hanya gw, semuanya bahkan juga seperti itu! blom pernah juga kan sebelum interview ngapalin plajaran kuliah yg mungkin skarang qta uda lupa?! >_<
Tapi karna gw ga bawa buku apa2 dr rumah (slain gw pikir ga bakal sepenting ini en yaa ada unsur ketinggalan juga sih. stupid me) so, akhirnya gw cuma dengerin yg pd blajar (karna ada beberapa yg suaranya di "loudspeaker". LOL) yah lumayan-lah, at least gw jd ikutan belajar sama mereka. intinya-pun gw uda pasrah abiss. for question : Sebegini besar-kah efek yang harus qta lalui hanya demi diterima di sebuah perusahaan BUMN??? *geleng-geleng*

Oia, terjadi kebohongan kembali. di website juga tertera bahwa jadwal interview per anak cuma 10 menit! ternyata, itu boong & beda! karna tiap anak yg slesai interview gak cuma 10 menit. melainkan banyak yg lebih dr itu. paling lama ternyata 15-stengah jam. di website terjadwal : skitar 50 anak pd hari yg sama---interview 10 menit---dan smuanya sampe urutan terakhir slesai jam 5 sore. bayangkan bila 1 anak gak jadi 10 menit melainkan stengah jam sendiri? kebayang donk pasti itu bakal sampe malem atw nggak?! thats what happened to us-yesterday!!! ini uda beranjak ke kesabaran gw yg ke-4...*take a breath*

U know what...sampe kena adzan maghrib gw masih blum juga dpanggil utk interview! tepat saat adzan maghrib tersisa 12 org (including me) yg masih menunggu pd waktu itu. akhirnya time break skitar stengah jam utk sholat maghrib. btw ga tau deh kucel-nya uda kaya apa itu kmarin nunggu rapi2 dr siang sampe lepas maghrib. fiuuuh, kesabaran ke-5...

Selepas maghrib, tiba2 diputuskan katanya utk mendahulukan yg para cewek. ya ampuun-Alhamdulillah deh. walopun abis maghrib harusnya 2 org cow lagi br giliran gw, tapi finally gw duluan. jam waktu itu menunjukkan jam stengah 7. *ohhh...chayo to my self*

What happen inside?! pertama, situasinya persis mirip abis sidang skripsi! ada 4 org. ada Dir. Keuangan-nya, Dir. Komersial-nya, beserta seorg Deputi SDM & trakhir cewek ky asistennya gtu deh. hiks-hiks, singkat kata---for a half an hour---gw dibantai sama plajaran kuliah abis!!! manajemen itu apa, marketing mix itu ada brapa, riset penelitian itu gimana, rasio likuiditas itu apa aja, kredit...OMG...juz like a nightmare!!! all I can remember juz...I already do my best! selebihnya...*geleng-geleng (lagi)*

Bgitu kluar, spontanitas kata anak2 yg masi pd nunggu giliran ngeliat gw kringetan. ada yg bilang gw abis dsuru push up. iya, "push up-otak"!!! >_<
Finally-Finally-and Finally...jam stengah 8 akhirnya gw meninggalkan kantor itu juga & langsung pulaaang menuju ke rumah!
tapi sampe skarang gw kdg masi penasaran itu kmarin yg interview trakhir pulangnya jam brapa yaa?! walopun yg tersisa cowok semua tetep aja intinya itu interview mereka yang paling malem. gila...

Klo selama 6 jam dari siang sampe malem kesabaran gw yg uda "di-pingpong" kesana kemari & semua yang pada interview kmarin lagi di-uji coba DEMI sebuah hasil yang menunjukkan qta nantinya diterima, ya Allah...smogaaaa smua ini memang-worth it! bersakit2 dahulu-bersenang2 kemudian. AMIIIIIIIN!

Fiuuuuh, end of story deh. hee Trima kasi bwt yang uda bela2-in baca sgini panjang. gak ada yg baca juga gpp sih. I juz wanna share and pour it all to my diary. hahhh-lega...=)

"NEW-SUNDAY NIGHT"

2006-06-11T08:53:00.000-07:00

YAY-YAY-YAY...my blog live again!!! I Juz Love "U"!!!

(Okay, where do I hev to start now?...*take a deep breath*)

1st)...CONGRATULATION to my dear-blog for (finally) re-fresh again. although coming with the new address but my dear diary live again! *yay*, eventho its been very-very-VERY long (yes more than a year >_<) but I think its never too late for sumthin gud, right? ^^;;;

2nd)...A BIG-BIG PARDON to my dear-Shinhwa, I' ve become a bad-worse-unbelieveable-and any calls that can describe me as a "not good" fan. could I still call my self their fan after leave them more than a year??? leaving M??? >_<...Jujuuuu-Chibiiii, thats why I'm begging u two to help me to re-fresh + re-fill again all bout them. specially M...

3rd)...A BIG PARDON also to my blog frenz. Vq, Juju, Marin, Tia (although I still sms sumtime but...dunno...still feel like missing u ), Arni (little sis, eventho I cannot always reply ur sms but u keep telling me bout shinhwa newz. ur d' bez...), Ugie, Chibi, Amber, Sassa and all...ahh I miz u-girlz...

4th)...Dunno if I still become a member of Shinhwa-fan sites. I hev to check it soon. kayanya klo daku yang punya situsnya trus punya member yang ga pernah aktif pantesnya di-banned tuh ^^;;;

5th)...hemh, what else?...bout my desain blog and my lay out, hehe dont wanna too extreme now. juz ordinary desain I guess. the lay out? coz I don't hev new M pic (at thiz moment) so I decided to scan one of his old pic that I found somewhere on my *laci* (what called in English? ^^;;)...anyway gamsahamnida to Juju again who gave me sum adorable M-pic including thiz cute pic last year...

6th)...dont wanna talk bout what happened with me 4 past one year. too many things. more specific, maybe many sad things. dont feel like talking about it here. however-Alhamdulillah-I already passed it with a gud way (I hope)...=)

7th)...Work? hee unemployment. or with another word I think is jobless? (hehe sama aja yach?!). yah paling buat sdikit info aja sebelumnya emang pernah nyangkut di sebuah Insurance company (yang namanya tak perlu disebut kali yah. yakinlah ma gw, ga terkenal ^^;;) yang berlokasi di suatu sudut kuningan. but its over. soo right now still keep searching-laah...

8th)...for my "young-man" who want his name publish here, okay-2, u got it. thanks to my Jarfa aka my Andrew aka my Fuad sorryyyyy, still can't spell ur truly name here. u know why, coz ur truly name only 4 me. *blush*, anyway-Trima kasi-Trima kasi-Trima kasi banyaaaaak bangeth!

Okay, dunno what to say again tonight. yang niatnya ngisi dikit buat refresh blog doank mala jadi banyak. *LOL*...